boys are blue and girls are red

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-03-25T20:07:00

2005-03-26T04:08:14Z

holy crap i got into beacon...im kinda like still in shock. but our plan is everyday before school we will go to sephora and put on makeup and then walk to school.holy crap i cut my hair so i have a sidebang.

im sorry

2005-03-14T03:31:44Z

i noe i noe its been like a year since ive updated ive been dangg busy. So lets see...friday we went out for gabes bday ...well actually we went to see million dollar baby(again)and like fidy kids showed up. seriously there were so many kids ppl were sitting in in asile. i hung out with clara gabe and yael and kind of brenden through the whole movie so it was all good. phill and morgan were (cough cough) hanging out the whole movie so didnt see much of them. after the movie me yael ben charlie gabe hung out outside the theatre. me and clara were boxing (we were in the mood!) and then me and joe boxed and he hit me! all in all it was a fun friday...happy bday gabe! xxxooo
saturday i went to the gym with my parents and then hung out with talia, julz, and lily.Sunday went to the gym.

goin to elizas house friday so...its gonna be crazzyy fun.

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-02-22T16:07:00

2005-02-22T21:08:08Z

yay feb break!

i <3 ben

ben shelton should read this...

2005-02-19T03:39:30Z

so today totaly sucked
i was sick still and then i found out that i didnt get into brooklyn tech or la guardia. its not that i care about those schools but now i have to wait over a month to find out about beacon!! so i was crying alot and my sister talked to me and now im not as upset as i was. i just hate waiting...especially when i soo nervous about getting into beacon. i mean if i dont get in...i really dont noe wat im gona do.
for the day i was in school...ben kept coming up to me goin I GOT INTO LA GUARDIA!! and i was really happy for him...but it kinda made me feel bad cuz i was pretty sure i didnt get in. and still he was like I WAS PICKED FROM THOUSANDS OF KIDS!! soo yea
then i go online today and look at his away messgae and its like...beacon or la guardia...which one shuld i choose? ok im happy for him but like did it ever occur to him that ppl mite not have gotten in or found out about the schools yet? did it ever occur to him that people (like me...which im pretty sure that im one of his good friends) are really nervous about schools like beacon!? im not saying that he shudnt be happy and im happy for himm...its great that he got into the schools he wanted. but i dont see people like talia or emma or anyone else puting all this stuff on their profilesand braging about it so much like he does. maybe they are more kind and maybe they noe what it feels like to have to wait for something you want so much when theres a chance you wont even get it. all im saying is he is being hurtful...he probably doesnt noe it...but im just so scared about this and now i have to wait untill march fucking 22. and he doesnt!! so if he reads this he now noes how i feel.

congratulations ben shelton...u got what you wanted...i would choose la guardia because ur really good at acting and theatre...and ur even better at letting ur friends noe how good you are

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-02-13T19:51:00

2005-02-16T00:52:49Z

im sick...florida was fun...my birthday is in 2 months...im goin to elizas in march...yay

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-02-06T12:09:00

2005-02-06T17:12:51Z

YAY!!! florida tomarow!! imm sooo exited. but we kinda gotta be at the airport at like 6:00 am...that sucks alot. Today im gonna go shoppin with momma and then packin and then sleepin at talias and then...FLORIDA!!!

u better miss me...
xxxooo <333

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-01-31T21:50:00

2005-02-01T03:00:08Z

dammit i need to buy flowers for ppl...and i need to have a party...like now cuz im soo CRAZAYYY!!

hahah i <3 u xxxxooo

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-01-23T19:02:00

2005-01-24T00:08:38Z

oops sry i didnt update.
my hair is finally highlighted yes! then i got a migrane(this was yesterday) and i threw up the coffee i was drinking. that sucks. then today i went tubing yes! and i saw ryan when i was walkin home and we had a little snow fight but it was too cold. then i made hot coco with warm milk and whipped cream. i finally finished my hott aids memorial...its too bangin. wow im so done...

<33 xxxooo
that entry deff sounded like one of those coca-cola commericals where the people talk really fast about nothing ;)

BOREDD

2005-01-17T04:26:07Z

today was soo long and boring...i had my murrow audition and it went good. then i was like soo tired so i slept for about 3 hours..now im bored...tomarow better be beter then this

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-01-11T20:06:00

2005-01-12T01:10:59Z

Today was fun...besides the statewide math test and 3 show choir rehershals it was like ...woaa! but my spanish table is me chen emma and billy...spanish is gonan eb awesome!!
thats basiclly all..besides me and emma are gonna be cold and awesome tomarrow and wear skirts!! scoreee. dammmitt..tommarow were gonna have another test...crapp

xxxxoooo Rae

oh yea...
i feel so blonde and ditzy today and i have the sudden urge to listen to briteney spears...weird....oh yea HAPPY BDAY MARIAH!!!

haha lili,marisa,chen,emma,talia...anyone else...
Karen: i cant go out..cough cough im sick
Regina: BOO you WHORE!!
Karen: :0

best day everrr

2005-01-10T23:09:39Z

so me nick ryan and marisa were just standing on the corner for like an hour just talking and laughin about random shit...and then ryan goes up to this like loser 5th grader and is like...are u familar with the booty drop and she like runs away and then he asks this gay guy and hes like...actually no im not familar with it and ryans like o lemme show u and he does it and the guy was like...thats an excellent renditiion of the song i wontt forget that...me and marisa and nick were jsut like OMGG this is sooo funny....omg omg best day ever i <33 u guyssssss
besides tht funny shit...school was ok. i had 3 tests today it was crazzzzyy junk. oh man...it was great. im done

xoxox Rae FO shayyy

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-01-09T15:51:00

2005-01-09T20:52:38Z

im bored...science sucks, but
im getting my hair done soon

xoxo

gossip_girl24 @ 2005-01-08T21:34:00

2005-01-09T02:48:20Z

SRYY i havent updated in quite a few days....ooops.nothin much has happend but emmas party was fun...a little chaotic but everyone was in there party mood none the less...and the poles in emmas basement helped...lol david and ryan. of course me and marisa were basiclly felt up by ryan gabe and charlie but ohh well. and gabes poem was sooooo funny....marisa and rae arent gay had sex with them today it was good got up and had some cafayy went back to bed the neighbors got mad so they moved out and we had sex....it goes on for a loongg time. all in all the party was fun but then we had to clean up emmas messed up house...i felt soo badd.
and her mom woke us up at like 830 cuz emma had some soccer game. thennn i went back to talias and attempted to fall asleep on the couch but then her dad came down and started playing some japanese flute. it was pretty annoying....

tired and bored...COMMENT!! xox Rae fo shayyy

nice ves...tibule

2005-01-02T21:50:43Z

woaa winter camp was amazingg....i love all the pac boys and counslers and cabinmates..except the devil eyes lady. snake man is my role model and i just loveeeeeeee dale whittaker hes my love child except hes like 30 years older than me. i miss...
dale
emily
lauren
eliza
liz
laura
katherine
rosie
jc hustler
mike
mike (pac counsler)
christo
eliza from mac...dammn gurrll getcho act togeethha right now!!
seamus!!!!!!
doug
max
jeff
matt bucezk
more....
thennn i went to the ghetto mtc and hung out with elzia and matt berman katherine willcoxx and kelsey and sammy and then we went to emmas funn cough cough party and i made friends with bev and catherine williams and emma and kristen. i wanted to see more ppl but w.e ill come another time...i finallly watched napolean dynomite and i loveedd it!!!!! ohh mann its great <33

Rae fo shayy

HOOOLYY SHIT!

2004-12-27T02:42:33Z

oh my lord tomarrow im goin to winter camp!! its too insane
im so exited! thennn im goin to montclair to spend new years and stuff yay! cant wait to leave my house...werdd
yay for tomarrow!
xox rae fo shayy

gossip_girl24 @ 2004-12-24T10:54:00

2004-12-24T15:54:17Z

im exited for camp its type sooon and its gonna be so awesomee....im bringing my trunk!

COMMENTT!!!!

2004-12-22T00:08:48Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. How close?
4. When and how did we meet or havent we?
5. How have I affected you?
6. What do you think of me?
7. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
8. How long do you think we will be friends?
9. Would you hug me?
10. Physically, what stands out about me?
11. Emotionally, what stands out?
12. Do you wish I was cooler?
13. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
14. Am I loveable?
15. How long have you known me?
16. Describe me in one word.
17. What was your first impression?
18. Do you still think that way about me now?
19. What do you think my weakness is?
20. Do you think I'll get married?
21. What makes me happy?
22. What makes me sad?
23. What reminds you of me?
24. If you could give me anything what would it be?
25. How well do you know me?
26. When's the last time you saw me?
27. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
28. Do you think I could kill someone?
29. What animal am I most like?

if u love me like u say u do...ull fill this out

gossip_girl24 @ 2004-12-15T20:25:00

2004-12-16T01:27:00Z

yay! the day has come and i got uggs! thats all i have to say however i will add, the rumors are true...it really DOES feel like walking on a fluffy sheepskin cloud

KICK ASSS

2004-12-13T03:29:00Z

sry its been a looonnngg time since i updated...but im sure ud love to noe that i want uggs. anywho eliza katherine and sammy came to my house this weekend and we had loads of fun!! haha my throat still hurts from screamin hahah i miss u guys already eliza i <3 u soo much. so then i had my show and they loved it but ohh thye had a bm to go to so they left and i didnt even get to say goodbye. i was crying cuz it was our last show me and nia were like sobbing...it was sucky. then morgan had her party....there was a closet. enough said ;) that was fun. comment if you love me (and hopefully u do!!) ahh winter camp is goin to be
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wow im totallllllyyyyy awesome there shud be a book about me!
<3 Rae fo shayyyy

gossip_girl24 @ 2004-12-03T19:15:00

2004-12-04T00:24:13Z

i want uggs

gossip_girl24 @ 2004-11-27T00:50:00

2004-11-27T05:55:19Z

heyy guyss sry about the non existent journels for the past few days...ive been really busy ok? thanksgiving was uber fun(and if u havent noticed yet ill be saying uber for a while) sad things were tho that i found out my cousins husband was cheating on her for 3 years and hes a raging alcholic. its weird but their kids harry and zach are soooo funny. harry is insanely funny. my mom also almost burnt down the house cuz she left the lamp on...ohh mommy im really not that suprised tho. my sister also got her podd. she named it podder and mine is namesd pinky cuz its pink. wow i really have no life. all for now...you know you love me,
Rae fo shayyy

gossip_girl24 @ 2004-11-23T22:31:00

2004-11-24T03:32:18Z

nia said that i was so short i made a sucide atempt off a curb...:(

sadness

gossip_girl24 @ 2004-11-21T21:29:00

2004-11-22T02:30:53Z

yea im dumb....i keep fuckin my nails up and like falling in my house...its pretty cool. damiit i need a big pice o wood shitt mayb ill make some. cuz i got a huggee wood makin factory in my room i knew that thing wud come in handy one of these days. oh godd i need to pee

yay its meeeee..and taliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2004-11-21T02:17:20Z

omg today was full of adventure. so i went to the school were me and morgan were the only whiteys there. yea waayy too ghetto for me. but i tried musical theatre and it was cool. then i walked to sephora with chen chen and morgan and her momma. i got eyeliner, eyeshadow, and lippy. we also got free samples! YAY free! then i walked to this awesome diner called eat here now. and we got some bugers. then we walked for like an hour in the subway station. OMG on the subway there were these two weirrrdd gay guys like one of them was dressed like a goth women. the other one was a hispanic re re.they started making out and we were like OMMGGGG thats nottt cool. thenn we were at morgans and i WALKED home it was a pretty fun walking day. actually no my legs hurt. thennn i got tips at the asian nail place. yay asians! then i walked to talias house and we got japp food. now my day is done. xoxox <33 Rae fo shayyyy

i took a lonng nap...oops

2004-11-19T03:31:47Z

Today sucked ass so in the morning i woke up at 7:20 and im supposed to leave at 735 so i was rushing my ass off. then school was ok and then after school i had a voice lesson and i had to go all alone. but it ended up good and now i can hit a really high note full voice! then as soon as i got home i got a really bad headache so i couldnt go to dance. then i woke up at like 8 and i was like shitttttt but i did all my hw and now its all good and i have to take a shower. <33 xoxo Rae Fo Shayyy